No one better than God understands the depth of your pain and can help you cope with your disquieting thoughts. But know that we ache for you and hope that in due time your family receives solace from our heavenly Father. Life in the Paradise will be a delight, more than we can imagine. Until then, trust that Jehovah God heals the brokenhearted and he binds up their wounds. Wishing you the strength and inner peace you need. Heartfelt sympathy.